Depression Learning

Can anyone spare any hugs? Down again

Question:

Well, I’m down again.  It creeps up little by little and then leads to horrible episodes.  Last night was really bad–cried and got upset about everything (from the neutral voice my boyfriend was using when talking to me to stress about where I’m going to be living to people being upset that brownies were gone when they wanted some).  I feel like such a freak getting so aggitated, angry, and upset at these times.  It’s bad when I won’t even call anyone for help because I’m so embarrassed. Happens almost every month in tune with my cycle.  :-(  My boyfriend is very supportive, but I have a hard time trying to pay attention to his feelings and he gets upset about it and it causes big arguments sometimes and aggrevates the depression more.   I want to be able to get through it.  Got closer than I’d like to to ending it all last night.  I’m really scared.  Nobody truly understands like asd does. Thanks so much for listening.  A bunch of you seem new, so I don’t know if you know me at all.  Hello to you guys.  I come by and read and post every once in a while.   Happy thoughts to everyone. Eve

Response:

Oh I so understand !!!  I posted a few days ago to say things were going good. But since then I have started on a down spiral and I know my bf is getting so much grief !!!! {{{{{Eve}}}}} {{{{{Eve}}}}} {{{{{Eve}}}}} {{{{{Eve}}}}} {{{{{Eve}}}}} {{{{{Eve}}}}} {{{{{Eve}}}}}

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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Well, I’m down again.  It creeps up little by little and then leads to horrible episodes.  Last night was really bad–cried and got upset about everything (from the neutral voice my boyfriend was using when talking to me to stress about where I’m going to be living to people being upset that brownies were gone when they wanted some).  I feel like such a freak getting so aggitated, angry, and upset at these times.  It’s bad when I won’t even call anyone for help because I’m so embarrassed. Happens almost every month in tune with my cycle.  :-(  My boyfriend is very supportive, but I have a hard time trying to pay attention to his feelings and he gets upset about it and it causes big arguments sometimes and aggrevates the depression more. I want to be able to get through it.  Got closer than I’d like to to ending it all last night.  I’m really scared.  Nobody truly understands like asd does. Thanks so much for listening.  A bunch of you seem new, so I don’t know if you know me at all.  Hello to you guys.  I come by and read and post every once in a while. Happy thoughts to everyone. Eve

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   Heaps of hugs from Australia Happy thoughts to everyone.

And to you! Hold in there now! Glowworm — Glowworm hates spammers, they cost money and time (Neither of which I have much of) Glowworm lives at: corr(at)c3(dot)telstra-mm(dot)com(dot)au

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Just wish there was more I could do…         -peng- — Kids say the strangest things: You can listen to thunder after lightening and tell how close you came to getting hit. If you don’t hear it you got hit, so never mind.  - peng(rms)TE30

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Well, I’m down again.  It creeps up little by little and then leads to horrible episodes.  Last night was really bad–cried and got upset about everything (from the neutral voice my boyfriend was using when talking to me to stress about where I’m going to be living to people being upset that brownies were gone when they wanted some).  I feel like such a freak getting so aggitated, angry, and upset at these times.  It’s bad when I won’t even call anyone for help because I’m so embarrassed. Happens almost every month in tune with my cycle.  :-(  My boyfriend is very supportive, but I have a hard time trying to pay attention to his feelings and he gets upset about it and it causes big arguments sometimes and aggrevates the depression more.  

Eve I am pretty new and I don’t know you, but hang in there. Sure I can spare some hugs, here they come. Feel free to ask anytime. Take care of you. Moody "Just what I’m going through, they can’t understand."

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i am sending God’s loving white light from my heart to you; surrounding you with it because i dont know what else to say or do.

because they may try to stop me or change my mind about what I have decided to do!  Stephen P

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    Hang in there girl….     leslie

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It’s bad when I won’t even call anyone for help because I’m so embarrassed. I know how you feel, for me it’s not really being embarrassed but its that I know that people are so stupid when it comes to depression that I just assume now that if I even try to talk to someone I’ll be labeled a mental case which is very easy to be done to someone that admits they are depressed and are taking medications.

I refuse to call anybody because they may try to stop me or change my mind about what I have decided to do! Stephen P

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