bugger this
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life sucks. you know something? i’m so fed up with being a burden and i know that’s all i am. a fuck up. a dissapointement. why the hell not end it all? i mean just what is the point? all i do is hurt people, screw up people’s lives, i am just too needy for this world. ok so i have a son but right now i can’t convince myself that he needs me. i mean who needs a screw up as a mum? surely he’d be better off with people who know what the fuck they are doing? i’ve had enough. debbie
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debbie i’m a mother too please i know how you feel. i’m on my father id. if you do something dum like that your son will follow in your foot steps you love him and you dont want him to do the same as you do live for him and do the best you can do that is all we can do is the best we can give! please be there for him he needs you more then anyone else in the world you gave him life dont take it away from him by taking yourself from him. that is what you would do if you take your on life. please stay for him love him care for him live for him!
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life sucks. you know something? i’m so fed up with being a burden and i know that’s all i am. a fuck up. a dissapointement. why the hell not end it all? i mean just what is the point? all i do is hurt people, screw up people’s lives, i am just too needy for this world. ok so i have a son but right now i can’t convince myself that he needs me. i mean who needs a screw up as a mum? surely he’d be better off with people who know what the fuck they are doing? i’ve had enough. debbie
I can’t tell you how many times I’ve been right where you are now. Just recently in fact. I felt so crappy I couldn’t even post because I felt like I sucked too hard to even deserve to attempt to communicate with other humans. I also have a son. And I have hurt him badly with my depression. I’ve thought many times that he would be better off without me and that if I was a decent person the best thing I could do is to whack myself and get me out of his life. But even in that state I know in my heart that it would just further fuck him up. As badly as I was parented, that would take the cake. It’s always him that’s kept me from ending it. The hardest thing to do when you’re depressed that deeply is to see that it will ease up eventually. I hate it when people tell me this, because they don’t see the hopeless well of crap I’m looking up thru at them. But for me, sometimes as quickly as a depression falls over me, sometimes I fall out of a depression just as suddenly. And all of the sudden I don’t see such an endless hole of black shit, and I wake up and want to accomplish something positive. That’s the only hope I can show you right now, but one thing that will help is to talk about it. Talk about how you feel no matter how fucked. That seems to be what’s helping me start to emerge from this latest depression, although the lethargy is still so DOMINANT and I can’t seem to break out. sherie
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life sucks.
snip Whiskery Hugs {{{{{Debbie}}}}} – you know the Depression is talking; it will pass. — — Whiskers
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Hi Debbie How about telling us how you hurt people and screw up lives and are too needy? Let’s see if we see it the same way or is it the depression telling you this. Stan When I saw "bugger’ I knew it was from the UK:-)). Although i do recall hearing people use that word when i was a kid (about 60 years ago). For example, when the fish that was on the line got away, my cousin would tell people: "the little bugger got away". life sucks. you know something? i’m so fed up with being a burden and i know that’s all i am. a fuck up. a dissapointement. why the hell not end it all? i mean just what is the point? all i do is hurt people, screw up people’s lives, i am just too needy for this world. ok so i have a son but right now i can’t convince myself that he needs me. i mean who needs a screw up as a mum? surely he’d be better off with people who know what the fuck they are doing? i’ve had enough. debbie
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life sucks. you know something? i’m so fed up with being a burden and i know that’s all i am. a fuck up. a dissapointement. why the hell not end it all? i mean just what is the point? all i do is hurt people, screw up people’s lives, i am just too needy for this world. ok so i have a son but right now i can’t convince myself that he needs me. i mean who needs a screw up as a mum? surely he’d be better off with people who know what the fuck they are doing? i’ve had enough. debbie
{{{{{Debbie}}}}} Some of these feelings I’ve dealt with and continue to deal with in my life. Have you talked to him about it? There were so many people I could count on for support when I just asked for help that it helped me so very much. — "Nothing contributes so much to tranquility of the mind as a steady purpose – a point to which the soul may fix its intellectual eye." Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley
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life sucks. you know something? i’m so fed up with being a burden and i know that’s all i am. a fuck up. a dissapointement. why the hell not end it all? i mean just what is the point? all i do is hurt people, screw up people’s lives, i am just too needy for this world. ok so i have a son but right now i can’t convince myself that he needs me. i mean who needs a screw up as a mum? surely he’d be better off with people who know what the fuck they are doing? i’ve had enough. debbie
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