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BDD

Question:

I hit 71 just a few minutes ago. And I had an assessment only yesterday, was booked again for the beginning of February. But I was also told to walk in at any time if I felt like losing it. This site ( www.netdoctor.co.uk ) just told me to seek help quickly. Maybe, but there’s too much to do right now.

Is this the depression test ? i hit 57, it said i was suffering from a Gwen deficiency !, its like its known me all my life nah, it just said i’m depressed and suicidal, no change there then Zardos. — In Tyler we Trust ! Rainbow Room At :- http://www.hispc.demon.co.uk Self Harm Page At :- http://www.hispc.demon.co.uk/warning/selfharm.html

Response:

Hi Zardos,     You’re lucky.  The British are so far ahead of everyone else in cloning that you might be able to get somebody to clone Gwen.  Do you think she might give you a lock of her hair with root attached? Peter

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I hit 71 just a few minutes ago. And I had an assessment only yesterday, was booked again for the beginning of February. But I was also told to walk in at any time if I felt like losing it. This site ( www.netdoctor.co.uk ) just told me to seek help quickly. Maybe, but there’s too much to do right now. Is this the depression test ? i hit 57, it said i was suffering from a Gwen deficiency !, its like its known me all my life nah, it just said i’m depressed and suicidal, no change there then Zardos. — In Tyler we Trust ! Rainbow Room At :- http://www.hispc.demon.co.uk Self Harm Page At :- http://www.hispc.demon.co.uk/warning/selfharm.html

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Is this the depression test ? i hit 57, it said i was suffering from a Gwen deficiency !, its like its known me all my life

awww…. heehee ;o))) yeah i think Peter’s suggestion was about right actually… clone her! ;o))) nah, it just said i’m depressed and suicidal, no change there then Zardos.

((((((((((((z-man)))))))))))) so did mine when i did it the other night… (((…. am ok now though, much better… nah this was the body image test… it says i have Body Dysmorphic Disorder and im inclined to believe it…. m — ~~~~~<:~~~~~ iriXx version: 3.12 GMU/FA/O/U/AT d? s-:+ a C++++$ UL++++$ UI+++ P+ L+++ E W+++$ N* o- K- w– O- M+$ V– PS+++ PE— Y++ PGP(++) t- 5? X? R !tv b+++ DI(+) D? G+ e+++(++++) h* r++ x? UF+++

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I wish I have something better than (((((((((((((((((m)))))))))))))))))) to help share the load.

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I wish I have something better than (((((((((((((((((m)))))))))))))))))) to help share the load.

aww…. your hugs share the load just great… ((((((((((((((((((rmg))))))))))))))))) thanx heaps hon m — ~~~~~<:~~~~~ iriXx version: 3.12 GMU/FA/O/U/AT d? s-:+ a C++++$ UL++++$ UI+++ P+ L+++ E W+++$ N* o- K- w– O- M+$ V– PS+++ PE— Y++ PGP(++) t- 5? X? R !tv b+++ DI(+) D? G+ e+++(++++) h* r++ x? UF+++

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looks like i have a new dx to add to my list….. doing that self-esteem test (on www.netdoctor.co.uk) last night, i scored 70 out of 100… a score of 40 or above apparently indicates that you have Body Dysmorphic Disorder (BDD)… i printed out the information to show to my pdoc when i see her on thursday…

I hit 71 just a few minutes ago. And I had an assessment only yesterday, was booked again for the beginning of February. But I was also told to walk in at any time if I felt like losing it. This site ( www.netdoctor.co.uk ) just told me to seek help quickly. Maybe, but there’s too much to do right now. ((((((((((iriXx)))))))))) jodelli

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looks like i have a new dx to add to my list….. doing that self-esteem test (on www.netdoctor.co.uk) last night, i scored 70 out of 100… a score of 40 or above apparently indicates that you have Body Dysmorphic Disorder (BDD)… i printed out the information to show to my pdoc when i see her on thursday… yeah, i know these things arent a conclusive diagnosis, but a suggestion… still… it says a lot that i was a whoppin 30 points above the level where things get serious… perhaps putting a name to it just helps my pdoc to understand me a bit better…. i’ve known i’ve had this for a while… well, i had anorexia 10 years ago, and still struggle with my body image… cant stand to look at myself in a mirror, i feel i look like a freak… hate being in public and feel like people are looking at me cos i look such a mess…. (even though my friends often compliment me on the way i dress etc)… its very hard (((…. i battle with this on a daily basis… in the last week its been like i’ve lost all my self confidence, totally gone under, i scored severe depression and severe mania on the goldberg tests too (doing those for the ultrarapid episodes i have)…. had very bad depression last night, so bad i was staying up late, thats why i was doing the tests, just to amuse myself and take my mind off things… … and maybe to prove to myself that theres something wrong, that i need some help… i cant do this myself… m — ~~~~~<:~~~~~ iriXx version: 3.12 GMU/FA/O/U/AT d? s-:+ a C++++$ UL++++$ UI+++ P+ L+++ E W+++$ N* o- K- w– O- M+$ V– PS+++ PE— Y++ PGP(++) t- 5? X? R !tv b+++ DI(+) D? G+ e+++(++++) h* r++ x? UF+++

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