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In article – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I’m sitting here at my computer, completely withdrawn, forcing myself just to write something. I’ve had two really bad days. Nothing major happened, I’ve just been depressed again. I’m really dizzy and have a pounding headache. My eyes are heavy because I need to cry, but won’t let myself. My boyfriend, main support and my only close friend here, is leaving next Monday – eight days. His mom won’t let him be out oast 8:00 because she doesn’t want us to make a "mistake." Before he left tonight we were just hugging, nothing romantic, just the love I needed. I need him here now, but he’s at home. I’m falling apart and I need to feel his strength and control over everything. I really feel like crap and don’t want to be telling this to anyone. I’ve written as much as I can force myself to do and now I’m getting off. Karin
/.// Hi Karin: Going though withdrawals in some form of unwillingness is happening, huh. Depression is anger turned with in. The pounding headache, if it is pounding in, you are needing information to come in. If it is pounding out, there is stuff inside of you that has to come out. In time this will balance out. And there is stuff you can do to help that along, or just do it willy-nilly. Up to you of course. Good that you are stubborn, when that is healed it will become tenacity. And "mistakes" usually happen at lunch breaks. Mom don’t know that keeping love apart and knowledge away from people who want to eat from the Tree in the Garden mearly sharpens the appitite. Yummm. Stay in your process, use the phone, go to the meetings. There was one day I was working a recovery that included a fast and a liver cleanse. The first day I could white knuckle it. The second day I wanted to get drunk, stoned, laid, get anything except what I was feeling. Ick. The telephone tree was down for the holidays, and my higher power and I had to be with it and figure it out. I prayed, cried, and clutched my body in pain. Felt it, stayed in it until it was done. Kinda like riding a sexual orgasism, just an upside down and backward one. After the rain fell, (cried) then I knew what it was all about. Stevie Nicks and Fleetwood Mac did some good clear thinking on this subject a while back. Love is a state of mind, and players only love you when they are playing, like mommy plays with sonnies penis by proxy. Later. Alan posted and mailed for communication security – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – So this is love….hmmmmhmmmmm…..so this is what makes life devine…… ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ____ * ***** ***** | o o | o o ) ***** ***** ~~ ;`. / ,’. v .’; /~/~/ ***** ***** ." __ ) ( __ "./ / / ***** ***** ; aP""Y,_,P""Ya ; / ***** ***** `,;,; ._d’cinderella `b_. ;,;,’ ***** ***** `"""""""""""""""""""""’ ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** *** *** ** ** *
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I’m sitting here at my computer, completely withdrawn, forcing myself just to write something. I’ve had two really bad days. Nothing major happened, I’ve just been depressed again. I’m really dizzy and have a pounding headache. My eyes are heavy because I need to cry, but won’t let myself. My boyfriend, main support and my only close friend here, is leaving next Monday – eight days. His mom won’t let him be out oast 8:00 because she doesn’t want us to make a "mistake." Before he left tonight we were just hugging, nothing romantic, just the love I needed. I need him here now, but he’s at home. I’m falling apart and I need to feel his strength and control over everything. I really feel like crap and don’t want to be telling this to anyone. I’ve written as much as I can force myself to do and now I’m getting off. Karin
Karin: I am glad you posted when you were feeling so poorly…we’re here for support too and even though we can’t give you those real time hugs that are so important when you’re hurting, we can give you e-hugs and support. These may be my own flags…but I just wanted to draw attention to something you said that concerns me just a bit and that is "I’m falling apart and I need to feel his *strength and control over everything*" He can’t nor should you let him be your strength and control everything….this could enable him to abuse and control and I am fairly sure that is not what you’re going to want in the long run. It is only natural to want someone to help you when you are hurting and sometimes you need to draw from their strength for a little while and while that probably isn’t healthy…it’s hard to act healthy when you’re not feeling healthy. I have a poem that someone sent to me when I was feeling very weak and lacking in courage and it was a lot of help…hope it does something for you right now… Strength & Courage Having strength does not mean things area easy Strength means things are possible Having strength does not make that weight seem like a feather. Strength means you can wrestle that weight off to the ground. Having courage does not mean you feel no fear. Courage means you can move forward in spite of that fear. Having courage does not make that fear go away. Courage means you have the will to act while knowing what may happen. Strength is the ability to push Courage is the will to push By: Frederick Verwijs July 1996 Take care.. Hugs and healing…Clue
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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I’m sitting here at my computer, completely withdrawn, forcing myself just to write something. I’ve had two really bad days. Nothing major happened, I’ve just been depressed again. I’m really dizzy and have a pounding headache. My eyes are heavy because I need to cry, but won’t let myself. My boyfriend, main support and my only close friend here, is leaving next Monday – eight days. His mom won’t let him be out oast 8:00 because she doesn’t want us to make a "mistake." Before he left tonight we were just hugging, nothing romantic, just the love I needed. I need him here now, but he’s at home. I’m falling apart and I need to feel his strength and control over everything. I really feel like crap and don’t want to be telling this to anyone. I’ve written as much as I can force myself to do and now I’m getting off. Karin
Sounds tough, and you sound hurt. Just about a quarter of a century ago, I fell apart when my then-girlfriend broke up with me. And I fell hard. Looking back on it, it wasn’t that we had a great relationship (we didn’t) or that she was all that wonderful (in retrospect, I wonder why each of us put up with the other), but that my family was so dysfunctional, and I was so much in denial about how bad it was (even though I knew it was pretty horrible) that I needed a rock outside of it as my anchor. Well, I still need that rock, that anchor, and I guess we all do. But I’ve learned to try to carry it inside me. That way it’s always there. Hang in there, Karin. http://www.winternet.com/~joelr http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ISBN%3D0380973227/joelrosenbergA/ …and for the last bit of geekitry: to receive the latest version of my FAQ, send me a message with the phrase "your FAQ" anywhere in the subject line.
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