Avoiding my shrink
Question:
I just don’t want to be depressed anymore, so I reckon if I don’t admit it, it ain’t there .. F-ing meds just cost me $300 and I have no job or insurance – but am too bummed to seek a job, and too unsure of my ability to maintain in the face of all the crap at a job. So, if I ignore it, maybe it’ll go AWAY. Right. Shrink is a genius, a wonderful person – but she insists I have a disorder that won’t just go away. Guilty-feeling Dad pays for shrink, but that too is distressing. He was so appalled at my near-miss w/ODing – he was so concerned in the ER – but why can’t I please him w/full recovery?
no offense, but screw pleasing your dad. do it for yourself, and no one else. you deserve to be happy, and you deserve to do it at your own speed and at your own terms. don’t let your dad put extra pressure on you, ‘coz pressure is not what you need. it won’t help. I-Do-Not-Want-To-Be-Depressed - but everyone seems to think I’m indulging in it.
ha! depression is no bucket of chocolate fudge chunk ice cream! tell ‘everyone’ they can go indulge in having their minds, emotions, and energies run over by a fleet of tanks! Sorry for all my silly posts, especially to Stewart.
phoo. i see nothing silly. even though i’m not Stewart. -Elaine
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.. F-ing meds just cost me $300 and I have no job or insurance – but am too bummed to seek a job, and too unsure of my ability to maintain in the face of all the crap at a job. So, if I ignore it, maybe it’ll go AWAY.
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((AMI))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((AMI))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((AMI))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((AMI))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) Hang in the Ami. You’ll make it. Just got to believe it will get better. Love ya Chip
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I just don’t want to be depressed anymore, so I reckon if I don’t admit it, it ain’t there .. F-ing meds just cost me $300 and I have no job or insurance – but am too bummed to seek a job, and too unsure of my ability to maintain in the face of all the crap at a job. So, if I ignore it, maybe it’ll go AWAY. Right. Shrink is a genius, a wonderful person – but she insists I have a disorder that won’t just go away. Guilty-feeling Dad pays for shrink, but that too is distressing. He was so appalled at my near-miss w/ODing – he was so concerned in the ER – but why can’t I please him w/full recovery? I-Do-Not-Want-To-Be-Depressed - but everyone seems to think I’m indulging in it. Sorry for all my silly posts, especially to Stewart. Ami Ad Astra Per Aspera
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